Friday, April 15, 2011
When spring comes
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
April
It's not true that April enrages me.
I reserve my violent emotions for March,
that drunken bastard who stays too long,
and spews sloppy snow all over my shoes,
and slushes himself all over my lawn.
No, by the time April arrives,
I am done.
I am spent.
I'm too tired to shake my fist at an April sky.
March has worn me down,
softened me up,
so that by the time April comes round,
All he has to do is show me some tulips,
And just like that--
I
puddle
up.
This was written in response to Big Tent Poetry's prompt that asked us to start a poem with "It's not true that..."
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Hinge

to all that go
from impossible
to inevitable
with no state of being
in between:
snow and tulips
babies and freckles
democracy and wrinkles
you and me
Sunday, April 4, 2010
The Un-Zen Art of Mothering Tulips

I should have a more Zen-like attitude
toward tulips.
But I can’t.
My attachment is too great.
I spend the last trimester of winter
wanting
and filled with fear
that this will be the year
that they don’t come.
And when they arrive
I waste our time.
I know too much
from past experience
with baby toes
and baby fingers
and baby feet
that such pink softness,
such perfect curves
and folds
are much too sweet.
The heartbreak
is that they seem
to stay still
and rest themselves against
my grateful breast.
Happy, so it seems, to be at rest.
But no matter how tight
I swaddle,
they stretch out,
open up,
scatter their petals
to the worldly ground.
So I would like to say
my time with them is
spent in the now.
But it isn’t.
A mother’s love is all about
attachment.
And I haven’t found
the will
to release
the wanting
yet.
This is for NaPoWriMo Prompt#4.